Who said there was a rumour?

Ok... I am not saying a word... nor am I saying I said it... nor am I saying it is true... and you didn't hear it from me... but... I can't keep my 'thoughts' shut now about 'what if'... I just snuck over to the Rumour Queen page again... as you may know I am not much of a RQ person but I do find myself sneaking a little peek... since no referrals had come out of late I decided to waltz on over there and read a few words... and pretend I am not reading rumours... now if the rumour I am reading is true - and it is rated a 1 so there is nothing to that rumour BUT what if... what if it were 1/2 true... I can live with the 'rumour' that the month of March is matched... you didn't hear it from me... mum's the word... but I can't help but get a little excited but at the same time I am not getting my hopes up... I was talking at work today to the girls... our little Shauna would be born by now... somewhere over there... she is waiting...

I do find myself thinking more and more about the adoption and today I did think more of the adoption more then usual... I try to not think of it but it was on my mind... so, I am going to let myself think about it for a change... still... wouldn't it be great if this vicious rumour were true... oh well... one can only dream and wish... I need something to cling to... besides my crazy bird (oh and the hubby) - don't ask me why Cocktiels tap like Barack is doing in the video but it is cute...